no reason to continue
no interest in fighting
no desire to cut open
gashes in my heart
that are now stiched
give me a reason
give me a good reason
to keep ploughing through
when i am perfectly fine
where i am
let me rest for a while
let me lie back and stare
at the beauty of the night
all the stars they beckon me
all the stars they call my name
all the say is

constant and consistent
harrowing brain stabbing
feeling my fingers curl
cringing at the thought
of everything ive ever
thought and felt and done
mountains in the distance
can only entertain
for so long before
i sink back into burning
my face in the fire
maybe that will make it

everyday i question
whether or not
to go on doing this thing
this crazy thing called
breaking my back
for seeming no reason
selling myself out
just to get along
why even bother when
we are all useless
in 100 years anyway
why even bother
going through this shit
when soon enough
we wont be needed

there is no room
on this earth
for people
to just sit
and relax
and enjoy
in its own
beauty and glory
and light

mountains in the distance
can entertain for quite a while
can entertain forever
if you let them


disastrous fuckhead
shoot me in the brain
gouge my eyes out
dismember all of me

gutwrench fuckface
kill me in the street
slaughter my meat
eat me up still warm

take me up before a crowd
cleanse me of my bad brain
settle my thoughts with stone
free me from my depression

yeah im on a bus bitch
sick like a fucking dog
but getting along yeah

dear driver
its not a fucking race
track calm your shit
we’re gonna get
there alive chill out

youre gonna kill 
someone like that
with you driving
like a maniac
god damn
fuck man
i wanna live
i wanna liv

culture shock and dystopia
in a world torn by violence
anger and hatred abound
death loses its meaning
chaos the new normal
kill all that is in sight
destroy everything
murder everyone
have no mercy
feel nothing
go ahead
and die
! ! !

he looked at the boy and spoke

"i am not a smart man" he said
as he walked backwards into the street
as a bus ran his sorry ass over

the boy didnt even stand a chance
from right there on he was fucked

dat face doe a deer
scoop my brains out
egyptian style yeah

dat face doe a deer
scoop my brains out
egyptian style yeah

kisses and pattern recognition
in the old forest of your desire
walk with me to seclusion and
open a jar of worms and stand
still in the night
unaware of what youre doing
literally nothing is happening
stomach pains are now turning
to expulsion of vomit and acid
i go home
let me sleep for a while
and wake up in the morning
without anything
i just wanna be

i forgot how to enjoy listening to music
this may be a problem

go shit in an oil drum

go shit in an oil drum

i am going to leave my genetic material on the cliffs and the sea

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lean with me as the fog sets in
sleep with me as the stars shine
laugh with me as the rains fall
love with me until we die
tell me you love me again
and again and again and again

tales of a soft white backlight
casting on your soft pale skin
showing me the things i love
tell me the story of the hound
or the one with the pony ride
even more than all of these
tell me you love me again
and again and again and

♥︎ hearts : a lovelog ♥︎

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