i am going to leave my genetic material on the cliffs and the sea

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lean with me as the fog sets in
sleep with me as the stars shine
laugh with me as the rains fall
love with me until we die
tell me you love me again
and again and again and again

tales of a soft white backlight
casting on your soft pale skin
showing me the things i love
tell me the story of the hound
or the one with the pony ride
even more than all of these
tell me you love me again
and again and again and
again

sit here stare i do nothing
lets go do nothing together
lets go to a faraway place
and we will do nothing
you may think nothing of it
but nothing is not nothing
when its nothing with you
now thats something :-)

throw my broken fingers into an air
dripping of sweat nectar some blood
juices running down up a trail of feeling
to you and your gentle heated love

you move around me in the special air
back arched toes curled foaming at your mouth
eyes held open and screaming so loud
you have lost control of your face to love

we lie together supine on a wet hot bed
a hot dank room spinning up above
the green grass grows up tall as we stare
into the stars slash ceiling fan - in love

michael jackson and ariel sharon photobombed by uri geller

michael jackson and ariel sharon photobombed by uri geller

i broke (?) the ipad

i broke (?) the ipad

ive come to the oddly calming realization that humans are animals, just like the rest

cat, died of flea infestation, 10 july 2013 

cat, died of flea infestation, 10 july 2013 

my cat just had a seizure and all i could do was just stand there and watch him die
and in that moment i realized that i am afraid and have never dealt with death

think about how awesome it would be to be a bird

think about how awesome it would be to be a bird
to fly to the highest heights and back down
to hole up in an unseen crevice
to travel as i please
think about how awesome it would be to be a bird
to boast a beautiful plumage
to sing a beautiful song
think about how awesome it would be to be a bird
to have such a small brain
to be so completely stupid
to be incapable of higher thought
to not know the rigor and stress of human life
to not understand the complexity of it
to just be blissfully unaware of it all
think about how awesome it would be
think about it

it would be just great

turning towards the sun in our heliotrope bouquet
and the sky goes black so we turn down to death

bugs drink my blood and here i am under pressure
yet i always keep tight grasp onto all that is close
and i keep in my mind all that is in the distance
the wind on me is warm and here i am paralyzed
unable to process the world that is around me
look at me i am diving i am crashing like a plane
i would strip my wings to weave a trampoline
bounce back up to the high branches of the tree
regain and refresh what my view had become
only for the high branch to fracture and fall down
and bring me back to square one
where i would start anew fresh
this time a bit smarter
this time good
good :)

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